I have been forced out of the hobby for a while. Do to losing my house on Monday night fire in Brooklyn I lost everything... Bit my family is safe thanks God.
So sorry for your loss, it's a difficult ordeal, but the main thing is that your family is safe. Take the time to rebuild yourself, and the passion can always come back later. If the community can help you in any way, don't hesitate to say so. Good luck to you in this complicated period!